YAO!

HI GUYS. It's Silvia. Just wanted to say hello. So it's so fuhREAKing gay we didn't chill all summer. So funny. Like all four of us. But hey, school should bring us back I guess. OH POOPY. but I love you all and I hope you guys are having fun. Wanted to update real quick just to let yall know I miss you dearly. OH-KAY TIME TO BOUNCE! Byebye!

-PRINCESS BALLSACK!

Helllllooooo !

Hey you guys ... finally writing a new blog lol. So sorry I haven't been talking to ya'll very much lately. I've been pretty busy working and doing things with the church. But I have a few things to tell you guys / update yall on certain things. Basically I've been setting myself straight with God and that's one reason why I've been so distant from everyone. I knew that if I hung out with yall as much as I wanted I would have been somewhat distracted from what I was trying to accomplish from God. I realized that I've always been saying how I'm so in love with God and how I want to do all these things for him, but in NO WAY have my actions shown that. My personality is still somewhat the same I just don't have many of the desires that I use to have anymore. Like drinking, cursing, and stealing.. All those things didn't make me happy, it just made things worse. But now I'm FINALLY happy and satisfied on how my life is going after I went to camp and gave up all my ways to God and decided to go on a new journey and try to do things God's way. I mean I know I may sound like one of those Jesus Freaks, but hey if that's how people want to know me as then let it be. I'm not arguing with that because I am! I just don't care what people think of me anymore, especially after this transformation I'm going through, shooot, it's for me not anyone else. I may lose friends because of my change and new attitude, but if that's the way things are gonna be I'm not going to get all offensive over it and just gonna let things take it's place. Ha, and I'm going to be completely honest, and I'm not trying to offend anyone but if it does I'm sorry, I knew that if I continued to hang out with you guys then I would not have accomplished anything that I wanted to. Not saying you guys are bad people, because you're not at all. It's just all the cussing and drinking was overwhelming after a while. And me being me didn't say anything about how I felt with it when I knew I should have and just went right on with you guys doing the same stuff and that wasn't right. I don't know how much longer I'm going to be distant from the <> but it's going to be as long as I need to make sure everything is straight in my life. Again I say I'm sorry for holding this back and taking this long to update you guys about it. I'm not mad at anyone and I'm not trying to ditch yall or anything, it's just one of those times where I need to be alone and get things together.

Buttttttt, here's an update on how things went at camp and stuff..
Me and Elijah were more friends than anything around each other and that's the only vibe we got for now. But we still enjoyed our time around each other. I was pretty sick the whole week at camp to the point I was passing out and had no voice. I made BIG commitments to God about a lot of things and I'm not trying to break those commitments. As each day goes by I realize how sick I've been getting and stirring up the courage to go to the doctors. (sorry this blog is boring..) Last but not least, I've been talking to this guy named Steffen for a little while, he's korean and white. He's sweet and stuff but there are some flaws. I'm not trying to rush into a relationship but we'll see how this goes. I'm really starting to like him? It's questionable. Oh kristine, I have mae's jacket and your plaid shirt that I need to give you, so I might drop it by one day after work or something. But I really do hope you all are doing well and having a good summer, I know I am lol, I'm getting darker. But God Bless and Much Love you guys <3> Laterrrr!

The Heart Throb

summer nights

to update on what happened yesterday, me and terry went to the ALL TIME LOW/WE THE KINGS/CARTEL/DAYS DIFFERENCE concert. and OMFG! was it the best! me terry and maelyn were in the mother fuckin mosh pit! it was insane! but we were in the front row! hell yea. it was great. but like we were getting pushed around and i was pushing people. i was getting so pissed off i was about to fight like a million bitches. and then there was all these guys rubbin their balls on my ass. like i totally felt it! i was like woah i feel silvia grinding on me. lmao. there was a guy infront of us that looked exactly like dakota! and he was backing up on me i was like woah oh dakota touchy feely now are we? ;) and since when do 6 foot tall niggas need to stand in the front!?! annoying as hell. OH and we got to MEET all time low. ah! we all got a free poster and they signed it :) it was great. they're so hot. i wanted to like hop over the table! ha jack! i was talking to him the most! we were so flirting :) he said he was going to look for me in the crowd but a tall nigga was in front of me. we got to take a picture with the drummer and guitarist of cartel :) and then my cousin,ate sinta, got drunk! it was so embarassing! she was like trying to take pictures with random ass people! and we were so hungry we went to mcdonalds twice in less than 2 hours! it was so nasty. i like never want to look at mcdonalds again! i highly recommand for you to listen to the all time low nothing personal album, its amazing. its all i listen to. and listen to days difference they're really good too! so me and terry are trying to go to warped tour! whos down? i want to see my babys all time low and we the kings ;) but can you guys handle it? ha like its going to be insane! mosh pitting even more intense! but im so down. me and terry are so obsssed with concerts now!
we're trying to go to as many as possible. ugh we're so sore! like my whole body is aching from the mosh pits and stuff. but it was so worth it. ball sack! you really need to sleep over! i miss you! your the only one i havent seen since i've been back! what the heck! and chlamydia, your back! it went by pretty fast. it felt like you never even left. we all need to hang out ASAP! but im sleepy im gonna head to bed. LOVE YA BITCHES

peace out,
cute weenie

OMG I MISS THE DIAMOND.

` Chlamydia: You really need to come back soon. Until then, have fun with your baby boo boo! Hahaha. We need to go to Busch together (as well as the other two, SO GET A FREAKIN PASS!). I wanna ride Apollo with you like old timesss. TEHEE!

` Weenie: I'm going to sleep over your house soon. Better make some space for a ballsack. I suh-WEAAAAAAARRR we haven't even hung out yet it makes me all anger (yes ANGER) and what not. I'M SO MAD I CAN'T GO TO WE THE KINGS! Plus, I can't believe Delgroso works at Water Country. Oh hawt dayum. HAHAHA!

` Dingleberry: MAKE ME FOOD NIGGA. And I still have your shirts. Too bad your yellow shirt doesn't like my arm pits. They're too big in that area so I only wore the purple shirt. Poopoo. Oh yeah, remind me to get Bluest Eye or whatever before I end up reading last minute again!

As for Princess Ballsack, just a few updates:
*I've been a huge bum lately, so don't expect a lot.

1. I watched Transformers. Gawd, Shia is gorgeous. Not only that, his incredible acting skills made me wanna die. And yeah, Megan Fox was super sexy too. Who isn't jealous?
2. Josh and I are still heppy! Can you believe we're going on 11 months this July?! And then a YEAR on 8.31.09?! It still gives me butterflies, the good kind. After all, Josh is Joshy Butterfly, right Weenie? Haha!
3. I'm craving some Starbucks again, or Tropical Smoothie. Let's hit the JC and dig in!
4. I went to the beach! Which means I got somewhat a little darker. Now remember that I was SUPER PAPER WHITE PALE, so don't expect a huge tan. I just got a tint of color in me now. It makes me heppy. Don't hate.
5. I think I'm going to Sarah Porter's cookout tomorrow with my Prince Charming? Yeah.
6. Busch Gardens on SATURDAY! Seriously, are you guys getting a pass or what?
7. I've been waking up really early lately, like around 7-8 AM. I dunno why. Like today I woke up around 8:30. I think Josh's wake up calls just kinda set an alarm in my head so I can wake up by myself now. But summer days feel longer now. Yay!
8. That's all for now, I'm hungry. BREAKFAST TIME!

Diamonds are gonna chill next week, seriously.

*muah!
Princess Ballsack.

hello loves

hey! :) i miss you guys way too much! where has everyone been? how was your guys' 4th of july? mine was cool. i went to va beach and mount trashmore. trying to go boy hunting ;) ha not working good. omfg i am so in love with aj rafael! he sings amazing. i want to have sex with his voice. youtube him. you should listen to miley cyrus the climb. cause he sings it wayyyy better than her. uhhh :) lydia chlaymdia! your leaving me for a whole week :( hurry up and come home! but i bet your excited to see elija! terbear and ballsack! are you coming to the concert? if you are are you riding with me? haha maeyln is trying to hook me up with her friends best friend. ha hes alright. he graduated already. im texting now :/ hahah i dont know. lydia! your blogs are like forever extra small font! im like up close and personal to the screen. ah sorry if this is boring. im painting my nails. ugh i always mess up so end up like doing it a million times. omg everytime i open my phone i see my shirtless boyfriend :) taylor mother fuckin lautner! sex sex sexy! whooo im gonna have his baby! haha anywayss, you know i was wondering you know how we're the diamond and those white girls are the square. what if they're like trying to make fun of us? wtf!?! thats not cool if they are. or are they serious and really calling themselves that? ha i want to get tan! like really bad. i got a little tanner but its not a huge difference :( its kinda sad.i want to go to va beach again! i love it there. its so much nicer. i can actually go in the water. but anywho, i think im gonna go now. bye love ya bitches :)

signing off,
The cute weenie

Goodbye Newport News, Hello Roanoke!

Gah, I am so excited you guys! You don't even understand, I've been waiting for this this upcoming week for a YEAR! Lol. But ...

I will miss my

diamond <>

terribly!

On the plus side I see Elijah Baby <3 ballsack and dingleberry been?!?! Good I hope. So when I get back are we going to hang out? Bcuz it's been well, a very longggg time since we all hung out. And I'm sorry if this blog is kinda boring but I'm just too excited to think right at the moment. Uhhh, I have an announcement to make; I think I might want to join the military. I'm not even sure what I want to do anymore, it's really starting to stress me out! UGH! Anywho, I'm going to head out now because I have to wake up early.

Much love,

The Heart Throb <3

FIREWORKS!

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY DIAMOND BABIES!!!!!!
(Well yesterday was .. now it's july 5th. gah!) We hope you enjoyed delicious grilled crap and have seen lovely fireworks go boom boom pow! hehehe. Terry and I are downstairs about to sleep on the ground. Her family took over. I miss you diamonds. I can't believe we didn't chill yet. JEEZ.

*muahmuah!*,
Ballsack Princess Pak
Dingly man.